current weight: 190 (06/24/12)
UGW 1:180 (07/24/12)
UGW 2:170 (08/24/12)
UGW 3:160 (09/24/12)
Highest weight: 215
current cloth: size 14
goal cloth size: 8
SO HELP ME GOD
And realized I am to a certain extent, an embodiment of everthing society has trained the human mind to hate. I am black ( nigerian-american to be precise; whoop whoop for dual citizenship) dark skinned, (nw50 in mac lol) fat, (yeah I prefer “fat” over “thick”, and trust me theres some junk in my trunk lol). I won’t lie there have been days and times that I have let society’s hatred of me equate to self hatred; but I looked around today and decided since “society” doesn’t pay my bills, he/she can suck my non-existent d**k.
Yeah, I need to lose some weight, that I would do because I want to, not because “society” cant stand it. My skintone is something I have fallen in love with ( and honey when I fall in love, I fall hard). As for being black, my only advice is stay alert, cos while “society” is being blinded by his/her hate, I already caught up to that bitch, overtook the bitch, stole the show and made millions off of her hating ass, and even made being black the best thing that could ever happen to a person.
To all the youngins and those on the come-up there is nothing more gratifying and pleasing than loving yourself and being confident in your ability to make ur flaws your strengths. Doubting yourself comes with the territory of being the best you, you can possibly be. So go through the self doubt but trust me the light at the end of the tunnel is always brighter.
I want to follow some of you guys!
Do You Take Weight Loss Seriously? http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/CalorieSecrets/~3/hqT7a9YVV48/